Backdoor Man ...Backdoor Woman ...which ever comes to me first at this point. *grins wickedly & bites lip* I need some excitement in my life and well either or could bring me what I am so due for.
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Have you ever felt that you just don’t cut it for your other half like there is just something missing that you don't get or have? I did last night. Maybe it was just a feeling I had at that moment. I know that it’s not correct for me to say because I am told how much I do, but being told and actually feeling it are two different things. Going to have to work on this one...
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My sweet girlfriend (woohooo I got a girlfriend ....WEG ....j/k) ....anyways, my sweet girlfriend pointed out something to me the other day. She said that maybe the reason I feel the way I do about Mystic is because I feel she doesn’t need me as much as she once did. So true sweetie, soooo true. I never really looked at it that way. She also talked about phases of life and how each of us have our own to go through. Another great point. Gosh how I love how she can get me thinking. ~winks~ Mystic and I are going through a different phase of life. Does that mean that we don’t love each other, hell no it doesn’t it. Does it mean that we don’t need each other anymore, well not totally true for I know I still need her, but maybe our needs have changed and they aren’t as strong as they once was. Either way I know deep in my heart now that things will work out, might not be the totally "happy" ending all of us might hope for, but that is okay and I am learning this. So no more blaming myself, no more being sad about things. From this point happiness is the key. For her and for me. I will always be here when you need me ...my love will care on forever. *sweet hugs Mystic*
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I wished it would have snowed a little more yesterday. Now it’s icky out and well ....YUCK! ~lol~ Temperatures will hit around the 40's next week and it looks like no sign of more snow ...not yet at least. I slid all over the back roads yesterday. It was fun. Thankfully I made it up my drive way last night! I should have taken some photos to share, but since I didn’t we’ll have to wait for the next snow. ~winks~
Until next time ...
~sugar sprinkles all around~
3 comments:
You're crazy.....that's why I love you!
So....what kind of "happy-ending" were think of, sweetheart? Why am I getting the feeling that your feelings for Chrys go much deeper then that of "best friend"? If that is the case, you need to be honest to yourself AND to her. Cheating yourself out of your own happiness will only create resentment for other things around you....like....Aaron? What's it going to take for Aasta to accept love and allow herself to love FULLY?
Don't make me get all Mistress-like up on your cute ass! ~WEG~
*warm hugs from your "girl-friend"*
Gosh how I just love you so much sexy Lady. The "happy" ending I was referring to was that all would go back to the way it was. As for deeper feelings for Crys, maybe at one time, but not now. I never once told her about that but I believe she knew it or felt it. "What's it going to take for Aasta to accept love and allow herself to love FULLY?" ...ummm well I thought I was ...but then I don't know now. *lol* (got my brian all working now ...damn you ...winks)
And PLZ PLZ ....pretty Plz get all "Mistress-like" on my cute ass. I would so be in heaven! *winks & grins*
~warm hugs back sweet pea~
lol yeah I can see you needing a good old strong Master/Mistress to get on that sweet ass of yours. MMMMMMM what pleasure that would be *grins wide* Had many a dream of that. I so understand the need for a backdoor woman. please if you can find one send them my way. Im still waiting for my other package *mere thought if it makes him melt* school is finally over for me so Im hoping to have more time to spend with people to catch up. so I hope that you will not mind me bugging ya more often. You should always feel apperciated. you do so much for us here. Im sure many would agree with that. I hope that we show you that. but I know it doesnt mean as much as if your partner showed it. well I should go off to bed. *dreams of whips and chains and girls moans of pleasure* opps did I just say that outloud *laughs and winks*
Sweet love to ya dear
Karn
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