Aaron has injured himself and I just want to beat the hell out of him. I know it wasn’t all his fault. He was playing football with the guys and has torn a ligament and pulled a muscle in his knee. So he has been home for a week now in a knee brace and I’m about to lose it. It’s like he doesn’t tell me the "whole" story when he does something. For example about a few months ago he says he going to buy this paintball gun from his buddy Chris. I was okay with that, but neglected to ask the big question ..."How much". Few weeks after he gets it, Shane and Bubba come over and Shane is all like asking how much. "You lucky bastard I bet you got it for $100.00" Quietly under Aaron’s breath "Man I didn’t get it for that" "How much then?" Again very quietly under his breath "$300.00". Now I just sat at the computer and acted like I didn’t hear a thing, but soon after the boys leave I went off. So it’s this silly stupied shit he always keeps from me. Why? I’m not a fucking bitch that would like beat him or anything. Hell I barely even yell that much. I am a loving soul and I always look at things in different views. Anymore though I just can’t handle him not telling me the "whole truth". Leaving out bits and pieces as to "save" his ass. WTF? I just don’t get it. He made a huge mistake about a month ago and called me a bitch to my face and meant it. I told him then if he ever talks to me that way I wouldn’t hesitate to leave his sorry ass. I just will not put up with it. It would be one thing if I was a bitch, I could admit it, but I’m not. I like to be, but I just don’t have it in me. I was telling my co-worker the other day I like being nice, if I didn’t it wouldn’t be so hard for me to be a bitch. Now of course I can be when needed, but it makes me feel like shit afterwards. Oh well something new to get over.

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Mom is working hard at selling her house. I wish I could just hand her over money everyday, but then I still be a poor little white girl. Maybe the gods and goddess will bless her soon. Dusty is still doing great with work and paying his bills. Of course they bumm money from me here and there but it’s nothing compared to supporting them like I once was doing.

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I wish we had a stripper class around here. I hear about these classes all the time in the big cities. Could you see me? Oh what a site! I think I would and could make it big! I need some erotic fun ...asap!

~sexy kisses~