If you haven’t notice her in on the right side of my blog, then look now. *hehehe* I took the advise from Michelle to adopt a pet. Goblin, in memory of Jill Pill. You can feed her dog treats ...and she barks ...and she’s green! *giggles* Jill’s death is still so hard for me. Not a day goes by that I don’t think of her, miss her, cry for her. I still feel so no whole without her. Sad part of the whole thing is I still have not been to her grave because it’s just way to hard for me. She touched so many people it’s just unbelievable. Even my best friend Matt hated dags till he meet Jill. Now he has his own dog and it’s because of Jill. I was holding Jack last night (that’s a job and a half), he is also very lonely without her. Let’s just say when I’m home his is right at my side, as I am to him.

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So I fixed up my next tattoo. Yes it’s going to be the elephant fairy! (visit Scribbles on my links to view) Michelle I adore this picture, btw. I have been searching for years for an elephant tattoo that fit me. So Sunday I plan to have my favorite tattoo artist tatt it on me. *grins & giggles* Now if I can make it through the week I’ll be doing good.

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Got a voice message from an old friend I haven’t talked to in a while, Jen. Sounds like she is still having hard times. If I believe right she and Sean are still together. But the message was if I had heard from a mutual friend/jerk, Chris. Well I have not heard from him and plan not to. I wish and pray she stays away from him as well, he is nothing but trouble with a big "T". Granted I was crazy when I thought he was cool or even what I would have wanted in my life at that time. So this message got me thinking about where I was a few years ago and where I am now. Thankfully I am where I am today. I can’t image being as happy as I have been with Aaron. He truly loves everything about me. My faults, my pride, my ugly, my good, my light, and my dark... the way I can be so dorky from time to time. He loves it all. And he and I have worked so hard at our relationship since then. It was like we were lost and now we found ourselves all over again. *giggles* Like yesterday I was a "bear" and stayed at home all day, he stayed with me, but went and got me breakfast. Though it was just the two of us all day it was heaven. He showered me with love all day long. I love you baby and I am so very thankful to share my all with you.

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Well since it’s Monday I better get some of these *ugh* files off my desk. Oh one more thing, if you eat at McDonald’s at all please buy the salads. They are donating 50 cents from every salad sold to your local Breast Cancer Research. Help all of us find a cure.

~sweet happy smooches~