I moved here at the age of 14, now I am 24. We moved in with my mother's child freind, Beth. It was very nice place, something I was not use to. I was use to the city. I was use to the "ghetto" too. I wasn't use to the quietness of the country. Hell I was out of my realm some would say. A "tick" wtf is a "tick", ouch that some of a bitch. *laffs* But really what was these new things surrounding me in this strange place. I started school on my 15th Birthday. I cried so hard. How could my mother send me to school, a school that all grades (kindergarten through 12th grade), a school I just looked at and hated ...how could she? But she did.
At first I struggled, fought with the country girls ...flirted with their boyfriends. I hated girls ...they always wanted what I had, or what she had. Boys now, that's when I saw the country sides, they became my great friends. I would go fishing. (which I was a fisher before, just not in a lake or stream ...the big wide ocean). I meet my first b/f here, he was dreamy, at least at the time he was. We meet out in the parking lot of the school. This kid that I was told had a "crush" on me. This guy was odd as hell, he call me names, or do stupid things to piss me off. Well the guy (b/f) out in the parking lot told him off one day. Craig was a friend of a friend. He was out of school and had a car. Since that day we became attached at the hip. I loved his family to death, as so did they love me. He taught me that I wasn't out of the norm here, I just hadn't see enough places. Of course that relationship didn't last, but we remained friends for years.
After my mother had a fight with Beth. We had to get our own place. (now I moved a lot as a kid, a lot! but thats another story) We moved to Buffalo. I was upset again, here I had made friends, and began to enjoy my surroundings and She was moving me AGAIN! I was so upset, but it didn't take me long to enjoy it yet again. Now I was in a real high school. I thought "hell yeah". I made a grilfriend right off the back. Her name was Janetta, she was beautiful, she was everything I loved, and she was my best friend. We had numours of fun times. Learned many new things together. Her family hated me, her father called me a "bitch" when I wasn't around. She hated him for it, yet I encourged her to love him no matter what. That family is something You should never turn your back on. My senoir year was the rough for both of us. We went different paths, and I made a choice to do something I wanted so badly. Move back to TX all alone. That I did. She and I cried for days about it. She couldn't believe I was leaving her, why she was so mad, couldn't she see that this was one of my dreams ...something I had to do? We kissed and said out goodbyes. I left the next morning ...on a greyhound bus ..all alone.
I stayed in TX for about half a year. I was lost, everything had changed. My friends where no longer friends with each other. They fought oh so bad. The place I went to (montgomery,TX) had changed. But it's beauty had grown. I loved it so, but had no one to love to share it with. I of course came back to this "Misery" I had longed to escape. My mother's b/f came down and drove me home. I remeber it like it was yesterday, we got home at 2am. I ran down the block to my best friend's house Aaron. Yes I will have to go back and tell that story ..Aaron is my b/f of 7 years now. Such love I have shared with him .... (to be contiuned)
Aaron & Aasta (2004)
At first I struggled, fought with the country girls ...flirted with their boyfriends. I hated girls ...they always wanted what I had, or what she had. Boys now, that's when I saw the country sides, they became my great friends. I would go fishing. (which I was a fisher before, just not in a lake or stream ...the big wide ocean). I meet my first b/f here, he was dreamy, at least at the time he was. We meet out in the parking lot of the school. This kid that I was told had a "crush" on me. This guy was odd as hell, he call me names, or do stupid things to piss me off. Well the guy (b/f) out in the parking lot told him off one day. Craig was a friend of a friend. He was out of school and had a car. Since that day we became attached at the hip. I loved his family to death, as so did they love me. He taught me that I wasn't out of the norm here, I just hadn't see enough places. Of course that relationship didn't last, but we remained friends for years.
After my mother had a fight with Beth. We had to get our own place. (now I moved a lot as a kid, a lot! but thats another story) We moved to Buffalo. I was upset again, here I had made friends, and began to enjoy my surroundings and She was moving me AGAIN! I was so upset, but it didn't take me long to enjoy it yet again. Now I was in a real high school. I thought "hell yeah". I made a grilfriend right off the back. Her name was Janetta, she was beautiful, she was everything I loved, and she was my best friend. We had numours of fun times. Learned many new things together. Her family hated me, her father called me a "bitch" when I wasn't around. She hated him for it, yet I encourged her to love him no matter what. That family is something You should never turn your back on. My senoir year was the rough for both of us. We went different paths, and I made a choice to do something I wanted so badly. Move back to TX all alone. That I did. She and I cried for days about it. She couldn't believe I was leaving her, why she was so mad, couldn't she see that this was one of my dreams ...something I had to do? We kissed and said out goodbyes. I left the next morning ...on a greyhound bus ..all alone.
I stayed in TX for about half a year. I was lost, everything had changed. My friends where no longer friends with each other. They fought oh so bad. The place I went to (montgomery,TX) had changed. But it's beauty had grown. I loved it so, but had no one to love to share it with. I of course came back to this "Misery" I had longed to escape. My mother's b/f came down and drove me home. I remeber it like it was yesterday, we got home at 2am. I ran down the block to my best friend's house Aaron. Yes I will have to go back and tell that story ..Aaron is my b/f of 7 years now. Such love I have shared with him .... (to be contiuned)
Aaron & Aasta (2004)
4 comments:
Cool Beans (to steal one of your expressions). Something else to read! You got futher than I did, as I still don't know how to post the damn photos on my blog.
LOL it took me a day to figure it out, still a little tricky. I think I hade to edit this post 5 times to get the picture where I wanted it. *lol* But wanted to share a photo of Aaron, so people could see my "other-half" Thank for the post Sweetie *huggs*
I'm so excited that you have a blog!!!
I really hope that you don't fear judgement here, sweet pea. If you have to keep it secret then I'll understand but I would love for you to express your true self all the way!!!
*HUGS and SOFT KISSES*
This will be that place for me. No fears ...nothing to hide ...all me. Thanks for the post sweets. I hope you enjoy many more to come. *much love*
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