Tonight was very sweet. I had dinner with Crys and her ...or should I say our family. Mom, Dad, the kids, Crys ...and me. I love it. Mom's place out there is so nice. I am so lucky to have you Crys. Mom told me that Crys's grandfather told his wife (her grandmother) that I was his granddaughter but didn't know how. *lol* He is getting up in age, but one of the sweetest man I know. Ever since the first day I meet him I knew of the love I would always carry for him. As so I felt he had so much love too. And now that he thinks I'm his granddaughter ...how sweet. I love her children to death. The sweetest love ever around.
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I was kinda pissy today. I wish and pray for my shoulders to be lifted some. This stress and stuff is taking it's toll on this poor girl. Granted I have the best of people to help me keep my chin high. I wasn't always like this I tell myself, but under the conditions I understand why I am now. I do know that when the clouds have cleared, that will be My test. To see if I really do want to be here. And "here" I mean in the house I live, the relationship I'm in. It has taken such a toll on us, Aaron and I. To feel that "we are alone" feeling again is something I haven't felt in a long ass time. So if and when it happens, only then will I see if I was always this unhappy about things.
*butterfly kisses*
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