I got to get with it. I feel like I’m stuck in a rut again. It seems that I just can’t get it all together. My mind is running on empty and I need some fuel. But in this world there is so many types of fuel. Maybe it’s because work has been extremely busy. We are in need of another person to work because it’s taking it’s toll on me. He said he was keeping his eye open for another girl, but I don’t think he meant it. He likes the way the office is going, he is happy with just me, Ashley 3 to 4 times a week, Harriet 2 times a week and Cindy when she can come in. I am just extremely tired anymore. Maybe I’ll get some rest soon before I fall over.
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I’m tired of trying and trying, I give up. Let it go and if it comes back it’s meant to be. ...So be it. *sighs hard*
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Jill’s death is still haunting me. I can’t sleep because I see her. I can’t eat because my tummy is consistently upset. I knew it was going to be hard on me, but never imagined it being like this.
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I want to change my name and move to a far away land. I want to fly far far away till I find my core again. I want too much ....
~distant kisses~
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I’m tired of trying and trying, I give up. Let it go and if it comes back it’s meant to be. ...So be it. *sighs hard*
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Jill’s death is still haunting me. I can’t sleep because I see her. I can’t eat because my tummy is consistently upset. I knew it was going to be hard on me, but never imagined it being like this.
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I want to change my name and move to a far away land. I want to fly far far away till I find my core again. I want too much ....
~distant kisses~
1 comment:
Brandon says there is no such thing as wanting too much. I would have to agree.
You just need to plot the steps to get to that far far away place....one step at a time.
Hang in there, sweetheart.
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