Do you ever feel like your on this roller coaster and there is no getting off? It wouldn’t be so bad if it was a roller coaster going up vs going down. And why the hell is it that when you get a head in life something always knocks you back down? I mean WTF life ...wasn’t I suppose to get everything I could imagine? *laffs* Funny how I’m not that type of person. But at times all I can think is WTF life ...what now! *laffs some more*

So Aaron has hurt his knee once more. This time though it requires surgery. No date set for it yet, but it will be like in the next month. I want so bad to be mad at him, but I just can’t. I want so bad to yell at him and tell him everything he does that pisses me off in this life, but I just won’t. Oh he knows. I’d only be wasting good air. *lol* I told him I want after all this shit is done with his knee for him to be the man I need him to be (not want him to be, because that’s like shitting in one hand and wishing in the other). Funny though that he has to want it too. I think he is getting there, or at least I hope he is. I’ve showed him what his life looks like from the outside and it’s done some good. I got my fucking kitchen cleaned! *LMAO* I’ll keep an update on his recovery from being a child and learning to be a real man.

I got this freaking head cold today and it’s killing me. I’m very moody and can’t hear that well either. That makes for a fun day don’t you think? It’s been some time since I’ve had a cold, I still dislike them ...I think!

My favorite holiday is coming up soon!!!! YES .....HALLOWEEN!! I wanted to go as a sexy pirate and still might but just the other day I thought of .....how about going as a Swedish Delight! Yeah ....just like how the Charlie Angels girls did in that one movie (can’t remember if it was 1 or 2 or 3). That would be so cute and my co-worker wants to do the costume. Bad part though is October is usually very cold. And well yeah I’d freeze my ass off. At least with a pirate costume I’d stay some what warm. *grrr* or *argghhh* Either way I think both are good ideas for this year.

~haunting kisses to all~