I started thinking last night about what I have been writing in my blog lately. First thought was ....People don’t need to read about me whining and bitching. Second thought was ...silly it’s your journal and if that is what you want to write about then so be it. I do love my blog, it helps me let out the stuff I try to keep inside. Some people use their blogs for other reasons, kudos to them, but mine is my life and whatever shit I want to throw in there. So I shouldn’t second guess writing about anything ...right?

So today Aaron sees the doctor that will be scheduling the surgery on his knee. He is scared, I could really tell last night. His mother kinda talked to him about it yesterday saying how there could be options as to what to do, know surgery ...no surgery. And that he should think about a different career incase he can’t go back to welding. That question burned in him all day. He doesn’t know what he would want to do or try. We talked about last night about him buying a tattoo set and maybe opening a parlor here in Buffalo if he can’t go back to welding. This idea would be the best for him. He is a great artist when he applies himself. I know he would do great at it. Fingers crossed things will work themselves out.

I think I should shed light on the good things about him since it seems all I can think of is the bad things. Good things: he is always telling me he loves me and how sexy I truly am; he defends me when needed (isn’t often but he is the first to due so); he’ll let me watch my stupid shows before his; sometimes he opens doors for me *lol*; and he is very affectionate and always wants to be near me. I know I’m missing more than that but it’s a start. Oh yeah ...and I love and hate him. It’s it a beautiful thing.

I’ll post again when I get news from Aaron today. Otherwise have a lovely day!

~beautiful kisses ....free with love~