It’s the week of his surgery and I can tell he’s more afraid then he lets on. Everyone has told him different stories and I think he has warped his mind into all of them. That’s tough when all you ever think about is the bad things that can happen, it will drive you mad. Thankfully he has been listening to me more. *shock look* Yep, I said it. I am so happy that things are turning around again. I really seriously debated in my head if it would be the best thing to end things or if I could stick around. I hate admitting that because I love him with all my heart and soul. I mean no a single person knows me the way he does. Anyways he has been improving and I hope the changes stick around this time. Could be that he understands why the dishes have to be cleaned, and that after a long day at the office I don’t want to come home to a trashed house and see him sitting in front of the X-Box like he’s some kind of zombie.
We have to call Wednesday to get his surgery time for Thursday. I have to say I am afraid, okay well not afraid, but worried about things. Not so much the surgery, it’s the after part. I have to stay with him 24 hours after and cater to his needs for he won’t be able to do much at all. I have enlisted his buddies to come to the house Friday and keep him company or get his spirts up. I know he’ll be in tremendous pain and there really won’t be much I can do except feed him pain pills. Thanks to all the ones that are keeping us in their thoughts. It means the world to me that someone cares enough.
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I miss my sister, Michelle! Where are you my wicked pixie ...is Mr. B keeping you locked in the cellar? Or maybe chained to the bed? *WEG* Or even better yet ....tied up in the closet? *giggles* To you both ... I miss the shit out of you guys. Your always in my thoughts. I pray all is well and that you’ve just been busy. *blows kisses*
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It feels like summer again here. Go figure, I start to love the coldness and it gets frickin hot once more. Oh well that’s the weather in Missouri, if you don’t like it wait 10 minutes and it will change. *lol*
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To my most recent new visitor Hobbs. Thanks for stopping by to read about my crazy life. You are always welcome and so is any advise or anything else you might offer. It’s nice to have friends that care. So thanks!
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Well that’s all for now. I have this HUGE client summary list to do and well I’m only on the H’s and ....grrrr I just don’t wanna! *giggles* But I gotta. Have a great day everyone. I’ll post after Aaron’s surgery with an update as to how things went down.
~Last of the summer smooches~
2 comments:
Y'know, I can do surgery, if he's confortable with that. And I will be really careful, unlike the last time.
LOL ...now that would give me a few laughs! Thanks Mal for the offer but I better let the "real" Dr's handle this one. Maybe next time! *winks*
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