OMG I am so upset with Supernova. How the hell can they pick Lucas? That man was awful in my opinion. I made a promise and I’ll keep it too, I will not ever buy one of their albums now, even though I love the three of them and what they have done in the past for rock n roll. But I’m so sick with their decision. But then again it was THEIR DECISION. Funny the first night it was on and I saw this guy I thought, Oh they’ll pick him coz his unusual. Deep inside I prayed I wasn’t right. Thankfully I was at Mighty Mites football practice last night and did not have to watch the last show. I believe if I did I would have thrown what ever was close to me at the screen. To the other 3 rockers that lost, I wish you much luck and I look forward to all of your albums. (Ahhh I feel better now ....smiles)
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I’ve changed in the last few years. I knew it happen but I wasn’t aware of how much change until last night. I went to football practice with Crys & Donald, to watch her boy practice. This was the first time in over a year that I did something during the week. It felt so good to be out with people, but at the same time I was sadden. Why you might ask, well that’s easy ....where was Aaron? Granted I know he’s on crutches and I know how embarrassed he claims to be in public with them, but dude suck it up. How lame is it that I work all day and when I get home I do nothing. Well not anymore. I want to experience life again. Real life and not this one I’ve been living. Horrible thing is he hates it when I do things without him. One of the reasons I stopped doing shit. I got tried of the b.s. he gives me when I do got out. For example, last night I told him I thought I be gone for about an hour. Well practice was longer and afterwards I went and got me something to eat. I get a call from him while on my way there, "where are you and why aren’t you home yet?" "I’m on my way there." "You told me an hour and you lied." "I’ll see you in a few.". I mean come on I’m not out fucking someone, I was at football practice. I just don’t get it. When he goes off to do the things he wants, I don’t give him a guilty trip about leaving me. Hell most the time I’m all like "Get the hell out of here.". I like my quite time, I guess he just can’t stand me living life without him. I know lately I sound like a broken record when it comes to Aaron ...you know ...blah blah blah ....blah blah blah. It never changes. *laffs* I had someone ask me how I ended up with such a negative person when I’m so positive. The only explanation I could think of is that opposites attract. On to the next day I suppose.
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There is this girl I’ve know since she was a baby. She just turned 16 and last night gave birth to a beautiful baby girl. Congrats Crissy, even though I can’t believe you’re a mommy now. *soft tender hugs* You’ll do great I just know it. *winks*
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The weather is so nice. I wish I had a fireplace. There is just something about a fire that makes me feel so cozy. This weekend is Cider Days in Springfield. It’s a shame I can’t go & enjoy myself. God forbid I do it without my sidekick. *sighs*
~cool kisses to my loves~
3 comments:
Damnit, damnit, damnit, damnit, damnit, damnit, damnit, damnit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit!
O.k., got that out of my system.....oh wait, here comes another round. Asshold is an Axl. Wait, that didn't come out right. Axl is an asshole. Better.
Axl cancelled all of the west coast tour dates last night, which means no Reno or Sacramento shows until at least January. I smell refund! Can you tell I am pissed? Although this shit should not surprise me in the slightest.
Mr. Anonymous
Ah, young shimmer.
quite the blog you have here.
i have some catching up to do.
let an old fogie give you some advice
with music, you can't trust a band built by a tv show. its a rocknroll version of britney spears. Its only for money, and music should have much more substance. music is meant to be art, to move you, to touch your soul. what it has become in the last 20 years is staggeringly scary. Music should not be a product. I recommend listening to Fugazi.
In Love: you should worry about that behavior. No one owns you, and you can come and go as you please. nip that boys behavior in the bud, or you'll have to get rid of him. You tell him he's lucky to have you, and he can't tell you what to do.
your friend
hobbs
Thank you Hobbs for the advice. Things have been changing in my household over the last few weeks, but I intend to write about it soon. I thank you for stopping by and I love advice from old fogies because they are mostly wise men.
Mr. Anonymous, though Axl is an asshold I know you were looking forward to the concert. I do hope the refund comes to you quick so you can spend it on something worth your time. (I still want to go to GnR ...btw!) *giggles* I pray all is well with you and hope to hear from you soon.
~wicked love to both~
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