Purple Lover Today ...

The show went great Saturday night. I was actually surprised the amount of money I took just for entry. Sure it was boring but then again I got to see everyone that came and well the ones that didn’t. I also had my good friend Sharon to help out. Which was really nice, thanks babes! I bought two of the CD’s, one for me and one for the Cardona’s which I will mail out this week. Aaron gave me a hard time for buying them when I should have just taken them. What can a girl say, I like to help the band! *smiles* They need it and it’s not like they don’t have 50 other people wanting freebies. Sharon and I got to see a colorful ray of people. *giggles* For instance this one older guy, we’ll say he was in his early 50's maybe, anyways this guy went to his truck on the nose every 10 to 15 minuets and when he came back through he was sniffing his nose and wiping his RED eyes. Come on now, we all know he was having a blast! *giggles* Trust me there was many more people just like him. It’s a lovely world we live in.

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Didn’t buy that fucking computer like I wanted. No one to blame but myself. I just didn’t feel "comfortable" buying any of the ones I looked at. I should be happy with myself for not just buying one, but I’m not. I do NEED a new one for home. I think what I’ll do it wait around and spot a good buy before I do. Then again I like having the extra money in my account, kinda like a security blanket. Makes me feel so warm and fuzzy. *laffs* I was close to buying a Compact like the one I have at the office and a 15. 5 flat top screen, just something stopped me and I walked far away from it. Plus all new computers have Vista now and I just don’t know if that’s a good things or a bad thing. Who knows, only time will tell.

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Crystal didn’t come to the show with the kids as she said she would. What’s new. I can’t blame her for not being interested in things that I do. Be it the boys, my blogs, my erotic tales, my silliness. She’s going to be someone’s wife soon and well that’s not my cup of tea. Time does put distance between two hearts that once beat the same long ago. Man when we were together we did almost every thing together. Now it’s like... "well you have a good time with that." Or an excuse from either of us why we can’t come or do this or that. No hard feelings. Life just changes and takes we took different roads. I still love her and the kids and would do anything for them, I know I keep saying that but I want them to know it. It’s so hard for me because I feel like once again I failed. But I’m not going into the best friend failure story because ...well it’s just to damn hard for me to relive all the failed relationships I have been through.

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Hell frozed over for a few minutes Saturday morning. Aaron took me to watch a paintball tournament. *giggles* It wasn’t bad, went pretty fast and we didn’t even stay for all of it. Chris his best friend was playing, so we watched one of his matches, of course his team kicked ass. I told Aaron it looked like Chris plays with two kids, which is half true. One is a kid and the other a senior in high school. Both short shits, but they say they are good because you can’t see them as good as an adult. Plus they can hop over bunkers and shit like nobody’s business. I don’t think their team won, but I thought Aaron said they placed fifth.

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Joined another blog today,

The Deck of Many Things: http://www.rubbersuitstudios.com/DoMT/index.html

I should have lots of fun with it once I figure out what to post.
I posted a quick art picture as a beginning of something bigger. *giggles*

It probably was really gay put I don’t mind.

Go visit it, love it & join it!

~purple passionate smooches~