Drama Drama ...and Some Heavy Liftin'

First off I don’t write here hoping to please anyone except myself. It was brought to my attention that a new visitor to my blog told Aaron that I was "bad mouthing" his family. Hummm ...when did I do that? I went back reading some of my older posts and I still don’t know what the fuck they are talking about. Aaron says he read it so I asked him when did I write it so I can read it again? He of course didn’t have an answer. Then my next question was when the fuck do you ever read my blog? Again he didn’t have an answer.

So fuck off! Don’t come here and try to use my blog against me because your pissed off at someone else. It’s not my fucking fault. I have never said anything nasty about Aaron’s family, if I said anything it’s that I don’t like to go to his family events because all the girls do is gossip about everyone. Hello ... that’s the truth and not a lie and not something nasty to say. Something about his family holding me back ???? WTF????? I don’t get that one. Maybe I said Aaron held me back from wanting to explore the world as a flight attendant but that’s old news. I could write lots of nasty shit in here, but I don’t. I try to keep things personal to me here. But now it’s like why fucking do that, it could be used against me in the future. I guess the only great thing about this is I have a history here and I can go back to my first post if I want to and re-read it. No one can go into my account and change what I wrote, it’s all here. So to the person who came to this site and tried to use my words to piss Aaron off at me ...go on ...find some more shit to share with him. I have nothing to HIDE!

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I am sick and tired of the drama. SICK AND TIRED! I’m tired of people hiding behind lies and drama. I sick of people starting drama and spreading lies. I’m tired of defending things I have said and defending my opinions. They are my own and I am FREE to fucking feel the way I feel. I work hard for everything in my life ...I work even hard when needed and when I’m pissed the fuck off!

Here’s a song that brightens my mood ...

I hit the ground runnin' with the mornin' sun

When a job needs doing I get it done

I show up early And I go home late

Everybody knows I pull my weight

'Cause I don't mind doing

A little heavy liftin'

I'm always givin'

My everything

Even when I'm hurtin' I keep on workin'

And as long as I'm still alive and kickin'

I'll be stickin' To the heavy liftin'

Oh baby I heard he done you wrong

The going go tough and he got gone

Well he ain't here and I ain't him

And even if the walls come fallin' in

(You know) I don't mind doing

A little heavy liftin'

I'm always givin'

My everything

Even when I'm hurtin' I keep on workin'

And as long as I'm still alive and kickin'

I'll be stickin'

To the heavy liftin'

Baby when you heart is achin'

Lean on me, my back ain't breakin'

All I'm sayin' is I don't mind doing

A little heavy liftin'

I'm always givin'

My everything

Even when I'm hurtin' I keep on workin'

And as long as I'm still alive and kickin'

I'll be stickin' To the heavy liftin'

Honey I ain't quittin'

I'm always givin'

My everything....... Yeah...

~sweet kisses to those that truely love me~