Life is Peachy ....

The post below is the effect of me being pushed to my limit. I apologize for my attitude but still stand by everything I said. It’s so sad that someone could take the time, read through all my posts and pick out the bad things to tell Aaron, never touching on anything good I wrote about or how much I love Aaron and would do anything for him. Who of which (Aaron) has no interest in my blog anyways. (Still after all this, Aaron could careless about this blog of mine that I love) I have spent time re-reading things and decided what is the point. It’s funny because this wasn’t the first time I got into a argument over MY blog. The first was because my friend did not want me to write about her or her family. Now it’s like this new person doesn’t want me to write about MY life. Give it a break. I’m not going to stop and nothing will change.

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So it’s been sometime since I have wrote about MY life and the shit that’s been going on. Let’s start with good things and leave the bad for last. I finally rented and reserved the church were Aaron and I are going to get married, it’s two blocks from the house. It is SOOOOO beautiful and most church’s give the hebegebees, not this one. I felt so much warmth from it’s walls. Another cool thing is that the preacher has to do the ceremony. I was going to have a friend that is ordained do it and I was going to write the whole thing, but now I can mark that off my list and let the preacher man do his stuff. It works out really nicely because Aaron was wanting the traditional ceremony anyways. (I think he thought I would write a crazy ceremony) We don’t have to do marriage classes (thank you!), but he does want to meet once with Aaron and myself. Aaron wasn’t around when I got to go and take care of things. Basically he said he wanted to just talk to us about divorce and how in his and God’s eyes that is not a solution. He was shocked to hear that I do divorces all the time in my work and that Aaron and I have been together so long. It was a nice experience to talk to him that day, he made me feel so comfortable which I was terrified I wouldn’t be. I’m looking forward to sitting down with him with Aaron.
Everything will be at the church so I won’t have to go to two or three different locations. The church is big enough for a huge wedding though ours is not that big. I’ve been fighting with myself if I should do an announcement in the paper before or after. If I was to do it before I would be afraid of how many people would read it then show for the day. So I am leaning to doing it after. I wouldn’t mind if I had the money to throw a lavish wedding and invite every single person that wants to come, but since miss money bags is paying for it all herself I just can’t take that chance. Though what we are almost five months away, things are coming together nicely. I went yesterday to talk to the florist about flowers. The one that I really wanted has turned out to be very expensive if I wanted the real thing, which is lily of the valley. The flowers come in in a bunch of ten stocks, one stock costs around $10, so for ten stocks that would bring the total to $100, and that’s not even the final price. So I broke my heart and decided I better keep looking at different flowers. Another sucky thing is a lot of the flowers I enjoy will not be in season come February. Now for the flowers for the boys, mothers’, etc, the price is cheap and good. It’s just mine that will be pricy. It almost makes me want to grow a nursery of flowers so I can do it all myself, but that won’t happen. *giggles*

Mom and me went over food items. She is wanting to do a lot of it on her own. I keep telling her the less I have her do the more she can enjoy the day with me. I don’t want her taking care of everything and running around that day with her head chopped off. Hell I need her to be with me some of the day. *giggles* So I have this place in mind that can do almost half of the catering with very good prices so I’m not spending a fortune. All the food really will be finger food. Now I need to start tasting different champagne to see which kind I would want. I think for the liquor part I’m just going to tell our friends that really want to hit it heavy to walk their asses down to the house and have at it. It will be cold so by the time the get there get liquored up and walk back to the church they’ll be mighty warm. So now I’ve been picking up liquor by the bottle when it’s on sale. It’s going to work nicely because come February I’ll have plenty of booze for the boozers. *laughs* Aaron and I aren’t much of drinkers, so to have hard liquor at the wedding didn’t feel right. The only thing now is I have to clean house before then and put a sign to not flush toilet paper on the bathroom door. (Our plumbing sucks dick) I think otherwise everything will fall together. I still need to buy shoes, jewelry, and misc. stuff but that will come.

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Work is starting to slow down a little bit. Our office is unique by that we don’t have very many working here, a total of five employees (including the bossman) and three of them are part-timers. Mel is city attorney for twelve towns here in Missouri, plus he does family law, criminal law, traffic law, and many other areas. I am the one that works on mostly everything. So as you can image my head is always spinning. I am always amazed at him for keeping up on it all and it drives me to do the same. I think that is one of the reasons I don’t take time off work as much as I probably should. And when I do take a day off I feel a little guilty not being there. I am so proud of myself for being so dedicated. Though some days I just want to throw my phone and computer out the window and watch them burn baby ...burn!!! *giggles wickedly*

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I really don’t have anything bad to say. So I won’t say anything at all. Life seems peachy my way and I pray it stays that way for a little bit that is. Everyone has their ups and downs and no one should judge them for that. Though I still feel I am being judged, I’ll suck it up and deal with it my way.

~smooches of the fall kind~