My Wonderful Beautiful Mother
I racked my brain thinking of what to write about next in my crazy life. I will always have many of stories to share, some funny, some sad, but this time I have decided to write about my mother.
First lets start with some of the health problems my mother has. Now I notice, most of this all started when she lost her pinky finger and the use of the ring and middle finger in a work accident. It was a horrible ordeal. And she really didn’t get as much money as she should have gotten. But shortly the depression started in. She didn’t make it very visible to any of us, but I know that’s when it started. Lets see, she has a broken back (not fixable, the Dr’s say unless they can take her heart out, pull the ribs apart, fix the break, put her ribs back in order and then place her heart back - impossible but a nice theory) so now she has these patches that are stronger than any morphine. She has hot flashes which induce this medication faster into her blood stream and is a mess when she is on this. Sad part, she has to wear these patches for the rest of her life. I can’t even talk to her when she has put a new one on. She makes no sense whatsoever. She also has a list of other medications she takes (which I will not list due to we be here all day). There are so many different things going on inside her body it scares me to think about it.
She is a wonderful mother to me though. Always making sure I am well and safe. She is beautiful in that hippy way. Such a free soul and yet so old inside. She has always made sure us kids had a roof over our head (be it a tent or house) and food in our stomachs (be it P&J for the millionth time). She has showed me the most the greatest unconditional love that I have ever seen. Even in my teen years when I thought I was 25 and could do whatever in the hell I wanted she still loved me. Even when I am so mad at Aaron and run crying to her, she still loves me. Even when I told her at the age of 16 that I was moving out, she still loved me. Time after time she has always been there for me and now it’s my turn to take care of her.
So next time you see your mother, hug her, kiss her, tell her how beautiful she is. And always remember a mother’s love never dies.
~sweet kisses~
5 comments:
I had no idea that yoour mom was in that poor of health, Aasta. I mean, I knew she had some problems from what you've said before, but nothing like this. I know how tough it is dealing with all of that and what your mom must be going though. I know the situation well. Just hang in there and things will be okay. Just never forget to tell your mother how much you love her. Be well, and I will talk to you again as soon as I can.
My dearest sweetest pea. You are such a gorgeous soul!! I love you for being such a loving girl. You have a heart of gold and you make me cry when I see that you have this pain in your life. I've said it before, I wish I could sweep all the pain away from you but I guess that wouldn't be life, now would it.
We're here for you if you need to talk or any support.
Strange thing today, Brandon got a card from his aunt that had a recipe from his mom before she passed away in her hand writing. Very emotional to see for both of us and yet so very beautiful.
Definatley tell your mom how much you love her. Show her this post.
Love you sweetheart, deeply.
Sharron ~ You are so sweet. I will share it with her soon, but she knows how I feel coz I tell her every stinking day. *lol*
My very loved Friends ~ I love you two to death anymore. I wished we lived closer to each other so I could bugg you all the time. Thank you for all the caring you do for me. Life is hard but worth every penny. *Love you so much*
Can see where you get your strength from now. Its amazing to have such a strong woman in your live to give you something to strive to be like. I know she is probably very proud of the girl you have turned into. and what strength you have found in yourself when you need it.
Karn
Thank You Karn for Your sweet words. She is very proud of me, always making me blush when I go to see her and she has her friends there. "Ohh thats my babygirl, so is soo smart" ...yada yada. I treasure her to pieces. *smooches*
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