(isn't this a cute photo ..lol)
Yay! I’m not in such a bad mood today. I should be due to less sleep, but I’m not. I keep wondering when things will go back to normal for me here. But yuck “normal” is oh so boring. Yet still I look for some relief. I so miss walking around my house in the buff. Yes I do! I miss watching whatever I want when ever I want. I miss being alone with Aaron. ~shock look~ Did I say that? (laffs) It was really nice last night I think we stayed up way to long just fooling around. And no not “sexual” fooling around, I mean ruff housing. Pure laughter, pure heart, pure love. It was grand. I wish for many more nights like that.
I went to the Dr. last week. I hadn’t been since 2002. Lucky I got some medicine for my UTI and damn I feel so much better. I went three weeks with it, drinking cranberry juice till I was a cranberry! Thank god I love cranberry juice, but man three weeks of it can kill a person. (giggles)
Friday I have to take mom to her psychologist and I am so fearful of it. I know it will be hard for the both of us. She has only seen this woman once before, this will be the second. Mom said within the first ten minutes she had broke down and for me to prepare myself. How do you do that though? Really??? Any suggestions????
So the band Aaron has joined performs Friday night with Black Buffalo & Zenith Farm. The bands name is Hellgramight. I think they only have 4 songs and is working on the 5th. So they won’t be on stage to long. I can tell he is nervous but like I told him it’s something he has wanted to do for a long time now. Be happy that he is getting to do it. Personally I like Zenith Farm the most but I will not show that to him that night. He got a new guitar the other day and it’s pretty sweet. I’m just glad he has found yet another hobby.
I’m going to have to find something myself. It use to be chat. When I was a member of VHLS it was amazing. I loved being in that room. I loved the people that I meet from there. But shortly everything changed and I felt that I was this stranger in the room. I am so grateful though for I meet my sweet sis Michelle. She is so awesome! (Love you soo much sissy) So I have to find something new now, for that chapter is over with now. I do hemp jewelry a lot, but I want something else. I just haven’t found a urge for something new, or it just hasn’t found me yet.
Lately I feel that my hobby is comforting everyone around me. I spent most the evening with Aaron’s mother, she has just went through a bad break-up. I feel for her so much. Yet at the same time I take her and my mother and compare them. His mom is amazing and she is hot. She is strong and very well educated. She has worked all her life. My mom is awesome. She just has made poor choices in her life and now they seem to be haunting her. But man I think okay here is Aaron’s mom and she is at her lowest low and then here is my mother at the same point if not worst. I just want to tell Aaron’s mom that it could be worst, she could be in my mother’s spot. But I don’t I just listen and offer any advice I can. I just look at it like ....damn mom you have everything, now look at my mom she doesn’t have anything! I know everyone has their own feelings and demons to face. Just some are bigger and uglier than others.
~beautiful kisses~
I went to the Dr. last week. I hadn’t been since 2002. Lucky I got some medicine for my UTI and damn I feel so much better. I went three weeks with it, drinking cranberry juice till I was a cranberry! Thank god I love cranberry juice, but man three weeks of it can kill a person. (giggles)
Friday I have to take mom to her psychologist and I am so fearful of it. I know it will be hard for the both of us. She has only seen this woman once before, this will be the second. Mom said within the first ten minutes she had broke down and for me to prepare myself. How do you do that though? Really??? Any suggestions????
So the band Aaron has joined performs Friday night with Black Buffalo & Zenith Farm. The bands name is Hellgramight. I think they only have 4 songs and is working on the 5th. So they won’t be on stage to long. I can tell he is nervous but like I told him it’s something he has wanted to do for a long time now. Be happy that he is getting to do it. Personally I like Zenith Farm the most but I will not show that to him that night. He got a new guitar the other day and it’s pretty sweet. I’m just glad he has found yet another hobby.
I’m going to have to find something myself. It use to be chat. When I was a member of VHLS it was amazing. I loved being in that room. I loved the people that I meet from there. But shortly everything changed and I felt that I was this stranger in the room. I am so grateful though for I meet my sweet sis Michelle. She is so awesome! (Love you soo much sissy) So I have to find something new now, for that chapter is over with now. I do hemp jewelry a lot, but I want something else. I just haven’t found a urge for something new, or it just hasn’t found me yet.
Lately I feel that my hobby is comforting everyone around me. I spent most the evening with Aaron’s mother, she has just went through a bad break-up. I feel for her so much. Yet at the same time I take her and my mother and compare them. His mom is amazing and she is hot. She is strong and very well educated. She has worked all her life. My mom is awesome. She just has made poor choices in her life and now they seem to be haunting her. But man I think okay here is Aaron’s mom and she is at her lowest low and then here is my mother at the same point if not worst. I just want to tell Aaron’s mom that it could be worst, she could be in my mother’s spot. But I don’t I just listen and offer any advice I can. I just look at it like ....damn mom you have everything, now look at my mom she doesn’t have anything! I know everyone has their own feelings and demons to face. Just some are bigger and uglier than others.
~beautiful kisses~
3 comments:
Welcome back, Aasta......good to see you again.
Good to feel that I am back again! *lol* Thank you!
Awwww...how cute you two are! *smooches* That's pretty cool that Aaron has found a new hobby that he really likes AND it's something that you get to enjoy as well. Yippie!
Don't worry about finding a hobby. It'll come to you. *wink*
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