A Long Vacation...

Back to work ...back to life. *giggles* I didn’t realize how much I missed my job till I got back on Tuesday. I felt right again. I think it’s just coz I’m such a worker. Being off that long and not having that much to do drove me crazy. I told the boss next time he lets me off that long make sure I’m leaving the State of Missouri. *lol* He wanted me to go to CA cause he knows how long I have talked about it. So next time that’s my destination I pray. *smiles thinking about it*

So I didn’t do too much on my vacation...

Movies I got to see were: Superman Returns, which I enjoyed; Jackass 2, OMG those men are fucking crazy; Barnyard, that was so cute but why they have to kill Sam Elliott’s character so soon; The Convent, that wasn’t to bad... different story line then I had thought; and Talladaga Nights, I laughed and laughed and laughed.

Places I went: The park with Jack to throw some tennis balls around. *lol* Out to a very nice Christmas dinner at the Outback. *yumm* Employee Award Banquet for my younger brother, Beau (he won Account Manager of the Year and got a $500 bonus for it, so proud of him).

Things I didn’t do: No computer! No work! No phones!

As you can see it was pretty much boring. I didn’t go out like I had wanted to for the New Year. (Btw Happy 2007) Aaron was sick, I was sick of Aaron. *lol* No really we both were sick my whole vacation. Which really sucked because I was hoping to have a good time.

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So I created a new blog (insert website). I don’t know what I want to do with it. I would hate to delete this one and lose everything here. But I really like the new version. I talked to Michelle about maybe using it to post my erotic stories. She loved that idea. Which if I did that I really would have to get busy writing because at the moment I only have like 3 of them. *lol* I also thought about doing that plus stories of tainted loves, that would and could be fun. Real or Fantasy. I have some decisions to make now don’t I!

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I LOVE my presents from Michelle, Miss C and Mr. B!!!!! OMG it’s so neat how you put everything together. I couldn’t have gotten a better gift. I definitely will try the "smudging" btw, it’s kinda similar to what I do do (laughs) but neater!!! *grins* I put Miss C’s picture on my fridge. *smiles* Funny thing about the box (I probably will tell you when I call) I have three boxes similar to it. They are all the same kind a style and wood, just different elephants and trees. Aaron thought it was too cool. Thank you guys. You’re the best!! ~wicked smooches and lots of love~ I’ll be calling soon so beware! *grins*

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Taking care of all the bills and expensives for the last 4 months is beginning to eat at me. How long does he think I can do it or even yet, how long does he think I will do it. His Doctor released him on 12/28 and told him to just keep up the exercises and he should get strength in it for up to a year before it’s back to "normal". He told him he could work now just to be easy on it. I thought "hell yeah". So the following week he says he’s going to work this day and that day ...blah blah ...going to barbeque on Sunday ....blah blah, and then the fucker didn’t do what he said. He went to work Thursday only. *grrrrr* We will see how next week goes and if I have to buy the barbeque shit. I also approached him about what he planned to do with his tax return this year. "Oh I’m going to buy a tattoo gun." "WHAT!!! Your not going to give me any money out of it?" "Well I didn’t think about it, but if you want me to I guess I could." *SCREAMSSSSS* WTF dude! *rolls eyes* I shouldn’t be surprise, I swear he thinks money grows out my ass ... yeah you can buy a tattoo gun and just keep letting me pay for everything, oh yeah and keep letting your doctor bills add up too. The other day I think I cried for hours by myself. I should let it build up like that. But I am tired of pointing out the obvious to him. He should see it. Shouldn’t he? Hell my boss thinks I’m fucking stupid for supporting him this long. But what do you do ...what am I to do? I know give it time things will work themselves out ...won’t they? I hate that I’m hurting again because there for a while things were nice, and now it’s like I don’t even want to go home at night. And god forbid if I don’t come strait home because he’ll hop in his car and drive around town looking for me. (Yeah this happen once before. I stopped at my mother’s house and was there a whole 30 minutes, on my way home I see this Nova pull up on my ass, it was Aaron, he thought (I guess) that I was out fucking some guy, like I’m such a whore. I was disgusted with him. I didn’t talk to him for days after.) My mom and brother wanted to say something to him but I told them not to, he’s got to see it for himself. Plus if they approached him it would only cause a huge fight with us.

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I had a very nice X-mas. Got lots of goodies. A bad ass digital camera (HP Photosmart 428xi/GoGo Photo Studio). My mom’s taking Scott and me to Hairspray on January 21st in Springfield. I am so excited about that. Couple of years ago I took Crystal to Mama Mia and it was excellent, I just know Hairspray will be too. A sexy Samba DVD, I haven’t started it yet but man that’s going to be fun. And a lot of girly shit. *lol*

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Well as I look up at my post it’s freaking long. So I’m going to come to an end.

I wish everyone the best for 2007.

~fresh new year smooches~