Love Your Self!

I finally had a "fun" weekend. *YAY* Let’s see, Saturday I got my hair done early in the morning and I LOVE it. It’s much darker than I have ever had it, but I LOVE it. I am one to like change. Had the day off so I got to goof of and get some shit done that I normally rush to do on Sunday. Saturday night was Bubba’s B-Day Bash in Springfield, so you know what that means ....I got to watch Black Buffalo play!!!! *WOOHOO* It had been so long, well since before Aaron’s knee operation since I got to see them play. Sure I could go by on practice nights but it’s just not the same. It was a good night, those boys put on a good show. Even though Aaron felt Domeshade did better. The bar kinda sucked, 1st their drinks were so small it was like two drinks and your done and 2nd no food, not even chips or peanuts. One of the guys running the lights hollars, "We have lots of menus you can order and they will deliver." Oh well thanks dude but all I wanted was some chips and salsa! *laffs* But nevertheless it was a fund night. Didn’t get home till about 1:30 a.m., slept to noon on Sunday.

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Sunday was also Crystal’s Birthday, Happy Birthday babydoll!

I was a horrible friend and forgot to call her. But she knows I love her and I’ll be making it up to her this week. I hope she had a wonderful day with Donald and the kids. I love you sweet cheeks.

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So I guess Mr. Donald read my blog the other day and read about Aaron not wanted to "get to know" him. I thought I better explain this some. First off Aaron’s feelings do not reflect my own. Aaron is hard to get to open up, particularly to new people. He hates crowds and he hates to meet new people. Call it old fashion, call it stubbornest. I can’t change the way he is. Also Aaron has to deal with things that was said to him that Crystal said about him. (I hate all this he said she said shit.) And Aaron just doesn’t feel like he would have anything in common with him. Which could be true and could not be true. I see it as it’s Aaron’s lost. You can’t make a person like someone and I can’t make him play "nice" either. All I can do is love Crystal and Donald and share what I can with them of my life and theirs. Aaron doesn’t have to be a part of that in my opinion. It would be like him making me go paintballing and hanging with those people. It’s just not going to happen. (I hate paintball... btw). But that doesn’t stop him from enjoying it and it should stop me from loving my friends. So Donald and/or Crys if your reading this, I love ya and so what if Aaron’s an ass. You’re my friends not his. *smiles*

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I think to myself a lot on how I should act or be in my life. I shouldn’t do it, because I love who I am. I have flaws like everyone else and pluses too. I have the right to be stupid or smart. I have the right to forget and to remember. I have the right to like this person and not like the next. Everyone has these rights. If you don’t like me then don’t like me. I’m not on this world for a popularity contest. I’m here living life, learning things, exploring new and old stuff.

Of course my feelings get hurt from time to time, but it’s those times my feelings are so uplifted that make the hurtful times disappear.

So be who you are and love it.

Love yourself, it’s a love that will be yours forever.

~loving smooches~