The Pissy that is Me Today

I am so pissy today it is pathetic.

So I decided I would dedicate this post to everything that is pissing me off.

So if you don’t want to hear a bunch of my crap ...stop right now!

First thing that pissed me off today, our alarm. It goes off at 5:48 a.m. every morning except on the weekend. Aaron should get up at this time and get in to shower. Instead of that he’ll let that muther-fucker go off until 6:30 a.m. when I am to get up. I have discussed this with Aaron in great detail, to please get the fuck up when it goes off the first time, or set it for 6:30 a.m.. Every time I get, "okay Aasta!". Every fucking morning I get this .... alarm goes off, Aaron hits snooze, alarm goes off, Aaron hits snooze, alarm goes off, Aaron hits snooze, alarm goes off, Aaron hits snooze, I look up it’s 6:20 a.m. and I get the fuck up to have my morning cigarette. I get done, go into our room to grab my clothes, ask Aaron if he is going to work or staying home. Listen to him say how I’m bitching to him 1st thing in the morning. All I did was ask if the son-of-a-bitch was getting his lazy fucking ass up!!!! I’m almost at my wits-end with his laziness. He’s all healed up now and there is no reason he should not be at work every day. Hell I work more than he ever has! I work Saturdays most the time. Has he every put a Saturday in? No! But ohh my belly hurts, or ohh I’m sooo tired, or ohh I just don’t feel well. Suck it up bastard and go make some money!!! I never ....NEVER get to take a "ohh my belly hurts" day! I deal with it and put that smile on and get my ass to work.

Second thing that pissed me off this morning. I feed all of our animals. Jack, the fishes, and the "homeless" (as Malach put it) stray cats. I buy food for all of them. I put water out for most of them. The one time I’m running a little behind and ask Aaron to do these things I get a huge "sigh", like I fucking stabbed him with something. Not a ...thanks babe for being so fucking awesome. Or a ...sure babe I can see your running behind. When has he EVER bought their foods? Maybe he has a COUPLE times in the 8 years we have been together.

Third thing that pissed me off this morning. My fucking wardrobe. I HATE to shop for clothes and it has come to my attention I HAVE to fucking go buy some new clothing. It’s not that I don’t have things to wear, it’s just how many times can you wear a shirt before it’s faded, worn and just plain YUCK! I was sick to death at trying to pick something out to wear. It just increased my bitchy mood.

All other matters that have pissed me off just come to the surface when I’m this upset.

It’s sad ...no it’s fucking pathetic.

I need an escape today.

I need to find my "zen" before I rip off someones head.

Help me ....help me please, I don't want to go to prison for exploding!!!

~pissy love today, but hey I still have some love in me~